F.R.I.E.N.D.S @ B.A.C.K.S.T.A.B.B.E.R?

People might tink dat imma hepy person without any big prob..without any serious matter to be settled..Just like the other gurls..i'm having a normal life..but there's two big things had happened in my life that i can't n will not forget about dat.

I used to have my bestfren a boy..i started to get close with him in class..(but bfore that,tis is last two years story k)every single day,mane2 ktorg pegi msti same2..mmg da rapat giler kaw2 la..then suddenly bfore spm,his attitude towards me berubah gile..he seems like avoiding me..i wonder y..y he did dat..what makes him changed a lot? fyi guys, i really love him as my bestfren *not as a lover*..but then,my frends told me, why he act dat way..he actually hates my attitude..he said that imma selfish..show offy-gurl..when i heard dat, i was like wtf?! why he did'nt tell me by himself? why he should spread that to my entire classmates?i thought he was a nice guy..but i'm wrong..i shouldn't put 100% of trust on him.. it's really humiliating me..i'm down...really2 down...school just like a heaven for me..i got a lot of happiness there..but dat was before...for the rest 6 months i'm in school,i have nobody..they ignored me..i avoided them..from a cheerful girl,who always laugh,run in and out in class,talkative,active i become a passive gurl..i didn't talk to them but only for really important thing,there's 30 students in my class but i didn't notice their presence..it's like there's only me,myself n my world in class..i went for recess on my own..without anyone accompany me..i'm alone..i'm all alone..my life had gone..i stucked in myself..i got confused..i've cried a lot of tears..i can't cry anymore.....

one day,a friend asked me..hey..whaddup..? why u very quiet? u always keep silent in class..dulu u byk ckp..nape skrg byk diam..then he make a joke,but i didn't feel like laughing at all..i can just give him a fake smile..dat fake smile is reaally obvious..then he said, see! dulu klu i wt lawak u gelak kuat2..nape skrg u senyum je? ...do you have any prob?..."yeah..i've got a lot of prob dude..i've lost all my frend..do you know how it feels? do you know?? no! u dunno b'coz u're not in my shoes..i dun know what meant by happiness anymore..i've lost it.." ..but i keep it deeply in the bottom of my heart.. i didn't tell him, i didn't throw it out of my mouth but just smile to him and said I'm okay..

every single day, i try to rebuild my life back..i dun need a friend like those people..i convince to myself, dat i can live my life happily without 'em..i have my family..dat's enough..day by day, i recover my life back..i further my study in tganu..now..i'm far from them..far away...i just let them be..i dun wanna think about them..

if they have forgotten me,it's okay..but i'll always remember those happy days with 'em..n i really thankful to God, cuz gimme a chance to have some of good memories n good days with them..

If u have a friend, cherish them..it's hard to find a real friend... remember..CHERISH YOUR FRIENDS..BABES N DUDES ;D

Sape tahu bnde nie yg wat aku jd bukan aku..
MYRA HUNNY XDE KAWAN KAT KL!! Padan muka dye!
Sad but true.
Smpai skang bnde nie berlanjutan. Mmg sgt huge impact. Sbb ape? Sbb Myra Hunny da xde hati nak berkawan dgn mereka. Myra Hunny senyap dgn mereka. Salah Myra Hunny ke bila Myra Hunny da tawar hati dgn mereka?

But Myra Hunny always believe that there's silver lining behind all shits that had happened.
(^.^) It makes me stronger and katang!
I just dont care.