BROKEN HEART NEVER MEND

I wrote this special for you my dear..

Love..

I do admit dat i've cause so much pain to you..I didn't appreciate your love....I ignored you..

But love, i never have an intention to betray you..Even if i don't love you as much as you love me, but each day, i'm trying to build my love for you..Yes, i do admit that i have so much "boy" friend..But love, can't you see that i am loyal to you..I never having a scandal nor trying to have it..not even once baby..

Love..

You made promises..You promised to take care of me..You promised to not to hurt me like HIM..You promised to love me forever..Oh love, you have made so much promises..And everytime i decided to not to put my trust on you, you were being upset.. And trying very hard to convince to me that you will always keep on your words..And i never ask you to promise me that you will never betray on me..Because i believe in you my dear...But now i am wrong..I am totally wrong..You found someone else..You fell in love with her...You ignored me a lot...What about the promises you will take care of me, to not to hurt me, to love me forever? You broke it don't you? When you said that we would be together forever, i thought that meant until we died.. But i guess forever isn't as long as it used to be..isn't it dear?

Love..

You asked me to love you.. I said i need time.. But love, i tried.. I tried and now i manage to build that feel.. But love, when i starting to love you, you walked away...you starting to loving her..And it hurts like hell...like HELL..I trusted you with my heart and i handed it over and said, be careful ! Don't break it.. And you said, you wouldn't..But right after that, you shattered my heart..And now, i regret that i build that feeling.. I am supposed to let my heart like before..You know what? You really break my heart..You break it into pieces and now i pick all the shattered pieces of my heart and try hard to mend them back together,but it still fall into pieces..Still fall my love..

Love..

Now.. I will leave.. I will leave with my broken heart.. Still trying to mend them.. And hoping that someday, my heart will mend.. And please my love.. Don't try to find me and try to break it again..I'm begging you..Please don't..Yes, i do asked you to love her and said that i accept the fact that you will find your happiness with her..And i do asked you to not to find me..But i said it with breaking heart and i didn't really hope you will do what i asked you to.. Because deep inside my heart, i still hoping that you will love me like before..